Verse:
Wake up, feels good smile radiates/
Hopin that today could makes a proud lady great/
People say im beautiful, the beauty of its brighter/
Everything i been thru, assuming ima fighter/
But they dont understand, something inside burns/
Making the same mistake, theres nothing that i'll learn/
Cards played wrong, hard to see it in my face/
Cuz im happy everyday but im eager to replace/
This, this burnin sensation/
Four walls, no windows no ventilation/
Knife in my chest, no endin its penetration/
The heart thats mended, its bendin & then its breakin/
Gone, i swear i was stronger/
Everything it was cant compare to the drama/
But nobody knows, cuz im happier than ever/
But it feels like im cornered and im mad we're not together/

Chorus:
Inside im a wasteland/
Its hard to live w/ a broken heart/
Im so hopeless, but dont want you to see my scars/
Inside im a wasteland/
Its so hard to live w/ a broken heart/
Inside im a wasteland, but yawl can see my scars..

The love of my life, said its over/
Said that he's gettin older, and his heart was gettin colder/
Tryna defend the wing like i was startin sefalosha/
More days for it sink in i lost my head n shoulders/
So weak, i dont wanna go to work/
Dont wanna put on the front, dont wanna show it hurts/
It feels like i died and he got away w/ bloody murder/
Why would he want me hurtin? Or why wld he want me further/
Away.. wasnt we good just week ago/
Just put me in the water and let my sink below/
Nah, gotta keep my smile on bright/
Make sure they cant tell that i cried all night/
I swear, it feels like i'll never love again/
I just hope the next person understands/
That im not ready for love, dont want my guard down/
In the summer they'll see how i lost pounds/ this aint right tho, no

Chorus:
Inside im a wasteland/
Its hard to live w/ a broken heart/
Im so hopeless, but dont want you to see my scars/
Inside im a wasteland/
Its so hard to live w/ a broken heart/
Inside im a wasteland, but yawl can see my scars..

Weeks past, cant breathe/
Layers chip away, and it aint me/
Lookin in my eyes and i cant sleep/
Four o'clock in the morning its the same thing/
Hey, life goes on, keep tellin my/ self
Lost in the mirror/
Soul searchin tryna cross the sahara/
Tryna find home but the strengh is gone from my spirit/
I know, im laughin, jokin like nothin has change/
They never thought love lost was a bad thing/
They thought that im stronger, dont have the heart to tell em/
Dont wanna spill my guts dont wanna start to fail em/
I know, its crazy this front im puttin on/
But if i slip once im good as gone/
Maybe one day i will come clean/
I'll say i loved him but he didnt love me...

Chorus:
Inside im a wasteland/
Its hard to live w/ a broken heart/
Im so hopeless, but dont want you to see my scars/
Inside im a wasteland/
Its so hard to live w/ a broken heart/
Inside im a wasteland, but yawl can see my scars..

Chorus:
Inside im a wasteland/
Its hard to live w/ a broken heart/
Im so hopeless, but dont want you to see my scars/
Inside im a wasteland/
Its so hard to live w/ a broken heart/
Inside im a wasteland, but yawl can see my scars..