Bide My Time

I’m writing to tell you the truth
Now I know it might be of so little use
You’ve moved on, because I told you we don’t belong
And I’m not strong enough to love

An angel, I told everyone you were mine
God said maybe you might get it right one last time
I’m in danger of waking up one day sometime
To find I’ve made the mistake of my life

Now I know, if my selfish heart doesn’t grow
There’s no space, for your giving heart to replace
It’s not hard to see you were my winning card
But I fold again, because I’m afraid I’ll win

I’ll keep wasting my life, bide my time
Hid my lies behind these soulless eyes
Don’t know where to begin or how this will end
My only win is time with you again

Typed these words so many times
Trying to say this but don’t wish to worry your mind
My mind made this decision to push you away
From my heart, I wish now I told you to stay