(Attention)

And I feel more depressed than the last time 
Even though last time I said it was the worst time
(neither) neither dealers or antidepressant 
Can bring back what made life so pleasant 
And I feel more depressed than the last time 
Even though last time I said it was the worst time
(neither) neither dealers or antidepressant 
Can bring back what made life so pleasant 

Ain’t back, I just have to wait
4:04, nightfall, relapse anyway
Go low, die slow on a fucking tray
I just feel the need to fucking meditate
I was tryna maintain on the mainline
Hotline, offline
Antisocial, sippin’ moonshine
‘Se when I can’t shine I just waste time
I’m tryna live life, but I’ve lost mine (but I’ve lost mine)
Ain’t back, I just have to work
Head down, no crown, like a fucking clerk
Don’t think, just act like a fucking jerk
But I feel like a clown at the fucking cirque
Sometimes I feel trapped in this body
Trapped in this life, and I’m sorry
So I just count how much time passes 
Psychologically passive
I’m done

And I feel more depressed than the last time 
Even though last time I said it was the worst time
(neither) neither dealers or antidepressant 
Can bring back what made life so pleasant 
And I feel more depressed than the last time 
Even though last time I said it was the worst time
(neither) neither dealers or antidepressant 
Can bring back what made life so pleasant
And I feel more depressed than the last time 
Even though last time I said it was the worst time
(neither) neither dealers or antidepressant 
Can bring back what made life so pleasant 
And I feel more depressed than the last time 
Even though last time I said it was the worst time
(neither) neither dealers or antidepressant 
Can bring back what made life so pleasant