(Attention)

It’s so hard to ignore it, head crash
On guard, like a soldier with a bullet in the chest 
Voices in my head wanna follow me to death 
Rarely in tune with each other and myself 

I’m paranoid, but fears become reality 
A calvary 
My lifeline leads me to apathy
It’s all about me
I lost my clarity, my sanity 
I don’t wanna lose coherency 
My heath is fucked up 
My mindset is my enemy

Last time it was goddamn different 
When I’m walking through the crowd 
I feel like I’m wearing blinkers 
I can’t hear anybody 
Except these goddamn whispers 
I can’t focus on their faces
Because something hinders (me)
Think what you say 
People like me get lost in their own brains
I only feel alive with needles in my veins
With the rain on my face
This is what remains 
Lost in my head, in my bed, feeling dead
The pain’s more than the gain
I’m tired to be part of this sick fucking game 
I only feel good when I dunno my name
And It’s hard to stay sober 
It’s hard but it’s over
It’s hard to quit 
‘Cause I know that fucking shit got me open
And it’s hard to say
It’s hard to stay 
It’s hard to get rid of these voices
(If you’re voiceless)
Even if I scream they cannot hear noises 

It’s so hard to ignore it, head crash
On guard, like a soldier with a bullet in the chest 
Voices in my head wanna follow me to death 
Rarely in tune with each other and myself 
It’s so hard to ignore it, head crash
On guard, like a soldier with a bullet in the chest 
Voices in my head wanna follow me to death 
Rarely in tune with each other and myself