Real Fossil

You left your model car
On the kitchen table 
It has been there for years
I don’t need hundreds of cute boy
All I need is memories of you

I should have tidied up
Everything you left
To my closet or a rocket
I miss your voice, I miss your pure smile
Even though you loved me sometimes

Unanswered birthday cards, no more waiting for you
As much as I’m now waiting for no one

* My friends call me fossil
  But I do know it’s real, fossil
  So mama don’t worry about
  Something in my heart like DVD
  Makes me happy, as happy as dreaming
 
  With your fingers

Yes there were thousands times
When we had good times
I felt it’s like forever
You never told, you never told me
Which one of your smiles was not a fake

If I could rewind time, I will knit a sweater
Thick and soft and keeping you warm

  My friends call me fossil
  I say maybe that’s true, fossil
  So people don’t laugh at me
  Something in my heart like DVD
  Won’t let me go, manipulating my will
  With your sweet lips

Last night I dreamed 
Driving with you on your Buick
One girl came in
She said she bought this new car
You deserve the fancy curve more than this 
Model car which I gave you

* (repeat)

Still now