too unkempt for myself
for my way
to the broken glass in my room
in my way

you won't find me
you won't find me
you won't find me anywhere

I wash the mud away
the mud, the mud away
I wash the mud away
the mud, the mud away

too much muddle for me
for my head
too much trouble to repeat
what I said

you can't hold me
you can't hold me
you can't hold me anymore

I wash the mud away
the mud, the mud away
I tried to get clean
to clean the things I've seen

I tried to make it straight
I tried to make it right
to take the gray
and turn it black and white

to the spoken word
I lost my past, I lost the truth
too much wasted breath
to break the cast holding you

I can't see you
I can't see you
I can't see you anywhere...